responsibility.
no matter how fucking sad you are, life does not stop for you. you must take responsibility for everything. you cannot put anything on hold. the best thing to do is hold your high and be optimistic.
stop being a fucking baby. you’re trying to get attention so much from your ex. you are the strongest person i know and it pains me to see you like this. get the fuck up and be strong. you haven’t been like this in a while.
on a much lighter note, it nice to see that you’re trying to be more optimistic in life. i’m really happy for you. you’ve become much more amicable/social towards everyone. you are so close to being comfortable in your skin. don’t appeal to anyone but yourself and hold your composure.
you don’t need her, you don’t need anyone.